Another one of those days...

So here I am on the final count down to a "normal" schedule... I am not sure if it is the fact that i am so close to having a "normal" schedule that is making the night shift so much worse or if it is the fact that I just plain do not get enough sleep. As usual I got home from work at 8am on Monday morning to have my perky little princess greet me in the bedroom as I attempted to lay my head on the pillow.. as the day went I became more and more cranky and short tempered... Thank the Lord that I was able to take a nap before coming in for another 8 hours and the wonderful drive here which allowed me to thank God for the day.... 3 night shifts left and counting.. Next hurtle picking a daycare/preschool and getting Nevaeh ( and myself) on a steady sleep schedule... PRAYERS WILL BE NEEDED!!!!

And so it goes...

Have you ever made an annoucement that you were going to do something and then never foloow thru... ya ever feel like crap after?? that is my situation... i posted a new blog not to long ago about starting to fast again in attempt to get some answers... and well i never got to it... i have been so wrapped up in my "stuff" that i was unable to do what really needed to be done.. Once again after an extremely moving service at Northway Church today ( a lil shout out for those of you who don't know it.. check it out if ya need the info contact me), i feel as thou God is calling me to get in line.. not only with praying but with eating right and taking care of myself as well as my beautiful littlw girl. I am in for many changes in the next couple of weeks on top of the changes that i have gone throu over the last couple of months.. althought i plan on praying for God's help and guidence.. if any of you get a chance put in a good word or two for me... I NEED THE HELP!!!!